Customer Service Lines

I swear nothing gets me roweled up like customer service representatives. I have to call GAP because their fucking website wants to know who "my favorite teacher at the end of high school was." I hate security questions. They have you answer five different questions. How the hell am I suppose to remember them when I have to remember more answers to other stupid security questions for other stupid websites.

I especially don't want to call their customer service lines because 1.) it takes forever. Last time I was on hold for nearly 15 min. not to mention 5 min of choosing through menu options. 2.) They have foreigners. And nothing against them, but I don't understand a word they say. Then when u ask any question that deviates from what ever script they have in front of them they have to put you on hold for another 15 min to get an answer.

Just aggravating.

Lighter Note

So all I have to say is Kate Nash...bad ass...love her music. All her songs... just kick ass.

I'm so glad I was introduced to her music. It gave me a much needed uplift. I feel so empowered. Ahh! It's great.

See that is what I think art should do. It should inspire us, or make us feel better. I don't need something to be fancy or complicated or have a stamp of approval of an elitist or from the mainstream. I just need to feel inspired. and that is how I feel with her music......oh, I'm feeling a turnaround. I mean I'm not even letting the little shit guys have been pulling lately get to me....and you know who you are.

And considering I've had the worst sinus headache today I could not feel more energetic. Beautiful day guys, beautiful day.

Just two more months

It is times like these I have to stop and look forward. I have to pick my head up from the pile of shit surrounding it, and just refocus. Sometimes it helps, and it makes me feel optimistic. Other times it just depresses me to see how far I am from my goals.

It is crazy; I feel like the stock market I was up now I'm down. Just a month ago I was hyped and positive. It was spring the weather was beautiful; I felt like I shed my winter skin and was ready for a new year. Then within a few weeks I let small things bother me when I know if a few months it won't matter.

I'm just gonna go on a tanget:
-I hate pack rats, what the hell, either recycle or donate crap you'll never use again.

Ok, I'm back. I don't like feeling like this; especially when summer is about to start. Usually I'm excited. Summer means pool, vacation, relaxation. And I don't feel relaxed. I feel like this summer will be rushed. Yet I feel bored. It's not that I don't have things to do I'm just bored with what needs to be done. I don't want to do it anymore....... Just two more months...and then there's miami...or new york if i get a ticket to a fancy shamncy dinner... or Boston if someone is feeling generous.....oh I'm feeling a lil better.

Food for Thought

Why do some people try to shove their ideals and advice down ur throat when u've given no indication that u either wanted or needed their help.

Regardless of who you are I should be able to tell you to fuck off when you are purposely pushing my buttons.

When it comes to co-parenting I believe in compromise and diplomacy, I don't believe in being a cold hearted hard ass when the other isn't acting as mother/father of the year.

I hope that as I grow older my mind doesn't narrow, and I continue to strive to be compassionate and consider all perspectives.